For my Kei Kei...

Oh my princess, your eyes is like diamonds, sparkling and nice...
My lovely lil princess, you are like the fire in the winter, bringing warmth to the whole family,
You are Cold ice is the summer, bringing joy to the family,
I still remember the day that i know you came into the family, it was Eve of father's day 2007...
I was thinking, how would my lovely BB be?
Will she be naughty, will she be happy, will she be merry?
All the insecurity struck me, Will I be a good father? will you be a good BB ?
All this insecurity left me, when I first hear your cries from the labor room..
It makes me happy when i see u smile.. it makes me sad when i see u frown,
My dear princess, Daddy loves you with all Daddy could possibly can.... I miss you my Notti Kei Kei... i miss you so much...Just remember, Daddy loves you with all my heart... ALL MY HEART...

For my wife....

I am in my room, but it ain my home;

Outside the window, I see a nice view, but it ain't perfect without you;

Lie on the big bed with four pillow for my head, how i miss the feeling of 2 heads on the pillow, in my small little bed;

My body is itching, for your sweet soft kiss...

I am dying, need you to help me to breathe....

Miss your groans and moans, while my hand runs through your hair...

Miss your teeth while you sink it in my arm,

I love you my lovely wife, with not just my current life, if possible, whenever I am alive..

I miss you darling.. I miss you ....

UPDATES - after being scold by wife on no updates..

Hi there folks, it is me again, your frenly botak... ahehahehah it has been few days since i update the blog.. i am getting use to the environement here.. work is ok.. not bad.. went to an off-site call Ras Laffan on Tuesday and it was really a trip.. i manage to see the REAL desert (without camel. darn!) along the highway.... Desert is really a BLANK place.... totally nothing... crazy man... i wonder how the rattle snake, the lizard all can survive in such a BLANK place.. ahehaehheh Although i am getting use to the environment here, something is still missing.. my wife sleeping beside me at nite... and waking up in the middle of the nite to make milk for my princess... i miss that a lot....

I was suppose to be PAID today but my salary was delayed till next month cause i miss the payroll date ( )... Talked to boss and HR.. they agree to gimme my 50% of salary advance... i dun really need much money here but i wanna send them home ...

Heard from my wife, my cousin, Jeanie, got back from SG to PG... the reason.. her cancer is getting worse... wtf man.. how can someone like her kena cancer while those fuckers out there who kill, torture or even racist people alive and kicking ?? Makes me wonder, where is GOD now? I wanted to pray for her to have a speedy recovery although she is kinda critical... but who shall i pray to ? Allah, Buddha, Jesus or Dalai Lama? WHO??

Economy is getting bad nowadays.. when i read the star, in Malaysia, people kill people.. snatch thieves hacking people... robbing.. raping.... what is goin on? Where are all the politicians, who promised a better tomorrow?? is this it?? this is our TOMORROW? wow!!

Now.. back to an issue which has bug me like forever.. MAS... our very own MH - Malaysian Hospitality Airline... one airline that does not alllow cancellation... eventhough the ticket is 2 months away.. Reason? THIS IS A  LOW FARE TICKET. IF YOU DON'T TRAVEL, YOU HAVE TO BURN IT... WOW.. i am dumbfucked and suprised... I wish your company STAY GOOD IN ECONOMY N UR MANAGEMENT PEOPLE MONEY FULL FULL... I wonder how much money will the government pump in to let such GREAT company afloat in the current crisis? according to what i believe and see... as much as they can cause it contains the MALAYSIAN PRIDE....

Day 4

Today is the day where I moved to Ezdan tower.. nice from the outside but inside. OK OK nia la.. haehaheah

Finally manage to buy groceries from Carrefour - about 3km from the apartment..

Noticed one thing - Porsche Cayenne S in Doha is equilevant to the amount of CR-V in Penang.. ahehaehaeh .....

Miss my BB and Wife so much... as much as the desert miss the rain......

3 days in Doha...

today is Friday which is an off day in Doha.. I will be moving on to apartment tomorrow..
Nothing really happen much today except that i watched movie the whole day in bed.. and makan also in bed.. :) ordered room service.. cause too lazy to move....

Thursday itself - 2nd day of work, finally got the chance to move around the office and was introduced to all the personnel in the company. All seems to be very nice person.. :) I am still learning the way of the company. Was assigned a ticket to help out an ang mo boss about his comp that i need to settle it on tuesday.. Heard that the person is a VIP.. need some serious attention to it.... oh well.... Receive a lot of people asking me on how am i doin here.. Thanks for al the brothers and sisters who posted in Facebook asking about my situation.. it kinda makes u feel good.. with people asking how you are doing.... the moral support is very much kinda needed..

Got myself a cellphone prepaid card call HALA... and it cost me QR50 ( about RM50), it is cheap cause my colleague all got it for QR200 before this ( they are having some promo and shit..) if anyone of you wanna text me, you can text me @
+9746269026. If you wanna call me.. add 00 in front ( if you are from Malaysia )...

Booked my ticket to travel back to PG on 23rd of Jan ( 4 days before CNY ) and will be coming back to Doha on 6th of Feb ( 2 weeks vacation ).. fast eh? heahehaeh cost me about RM4k+ for the whole round trip... (ouch) but for my BB and family, it is not the money that matters.....

Tomorrow ( Sat ) will be one of my buddies's wedding day + nite but i am not able to make it.. Here i wishes Ah Fer ( Kar Heng ) - WHITE HEAD TILL OLD.. I really feel bad that i am not able to make it..

I really missed my BB and wife.. seeing them in webcam, is enought to ease about 5% of "missingness" to them.... I love you my beautiful angel, Hew Kei and my ever supportive and ever greatest wife, Huey Chir with all my life... I would never know how I am goin to live without the love and support from them and my family.. Their love and their support keeps me goin and alive... 67 days more to go.. 2 months and one week more to go...

To all who read this, I love you all and thanks for all the wishes and thanks for reading my Yada Yada... :) God Bless and Insya-Allah that all is well ... ;)

Safe and sound in Doha

touch down in Doha this morning and was guided through the immigration process by a lady from a company, which was assigned to help through the immigration...

Reached Ramada hotel, and had a good bath, and then had a big breakfast... then slept for about 4 hours...

taken to office @ around 1pm, and met with the team.. mostly all are expats.. :) it is kinda nice place to work.....

one tihng that bothers me .. is how i miss my wife and BB... you will never know how much u miss them.. until you are away from them...

Countdown : 4 days to go

Very mix emotion on what to expect.. and how would react when in Airport.. many people said that they would go to Airport to see me cry ( which i would ) but not sure how many will turn up... Anyhow... Lots of frens who are willing to spend some time with me, for dinner or beer session, makes me feel glad that i have Frens.. TOmorrow is my BD.. got a Man U trainning jersey from me wife..

To me, the best birthday present, FOR LIFE = My daughter and the mother of my daughter, which is my supportive and understanding wife... I love you all to my last breath on earth..